Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
A dream made me feel sorry
Hey.. Today's monday. And it's a holiday. I promised my mom that i'll do homework today. And i did. +lm reading sejarah. Its not that hard.. Just boring :/ well, i wanted to blog since morning. I had a bad dream. A scary one. Not a nightmare i guess. Its related to one of my best friends, i don't wanna say who and my cousins and weird things like alice in wonderland and ssb.
It started like i was back in ssb and i'm wearing ssb uniform. Normal. I walked around expecting people to be like ehh? Soumun? You're back in ssb? But it wasn't. It was like i never left :) then i heard some people talking and screaming and i was brought to my class. In my dream, i forgot i was in the same class as yue jen. And the class was ground floor. But not 1 cekap. It was at the kh lab. But the inside looked like the primary science lab.
So i waited. And i saw shauqi. He was talking to some people. The whole thing looked like it was early events. Some PE shirt some uniform. Then i realised, idk how, i was wearing cloth type, of white shoes. With white high socks. And i was like dang it!! Then i was like nvm lah. Its not like i can change now. So then after a while, i was wearing public school baju kurung! Hahahaha damn weird.
So then i went down to the basement. Ssb don't have any basements but in my dream, ssb had. It was an underground pool. And suddenly it wasn't ssb anymore, it's more of a resort. Its a dark scene. With hut water boiling at the side. But there was a pool. And there was my best friend, dating a guy. But i'm sure they couldn't see me. So then my cousin came down to the basement looking very suspicious with a glowing test tube. I was like what's he doing here? Then he went down, talked to my best friend, then he did something at the corner of the basement.
I had a feeling my best friend and the guy were gonna die, in the dream la. So the next morning, there were sound of cirens or cyrens or sirens. And i paniced/panicked wtv. I was sure my friend was dead, i went and check, and she was. Dead. But she wasn't the only one. Almost everyone in the resort was dead. MURDERED. BY MY COUSIN. He was also a cop in my dreams. A cop that shows up in an investigation for no reason. But his reason was to get rid of the proof. That time, i was in a chariot. Weird, but yeah, i was. I was delivering plates to the 'queen' which idk who. But people said i was lucky to be delivering gigantic plates and bowls.
Then my cousin was going to this building to get rid of the proof thingy and my other best friend was at the same building. So i sent a text to my cousin telling him my other best friend is there and hide whenever he can. Idk why he killed my best friend but i helped him cos i just got back to ssb i don't want ppl to be like soumun's cousin murdered her best friend.
Then idk what happened to them but i definitely knew what happened to me. I reached the queen's castle and i was outside on the stairs looking things that ppl can rest on. I was reading percy and suddunly this guy, about my age, came with some of his friends looking like bullies. And they kacau me lah. They took a bottle and wanted to splash water at me but i was fast enough to stick the bottle into his mouth. So i ran, they pushed me and i screamed: what is wrong with you?! Haha. I remembered that. And i fell, got up, continue running, and i woke up with a start. TIRED ==
well, this dream made me realise that i will be damn sad to loose a friend. Especially a best friend. And imagine how sad her family would be! But all this is not true la.. Its just a dream :) i'm sorry if i did anything wrong friends <3
i gtg now. Ba-bye!
Status: :)
pray for Japan!
:) sm.
It started like i was back in ssb and i'm wearing ssb uniform. Normal. I walked around expecting people to be like ehh? Soumun? You're back in ssb? But it wasn't. It was like i never left :) then i heard some people talking and screaming and i was brought to my class. In my dream, i forgot i was in the same class as yue jen. And the class was ground floor. But not 1 cekap. It was at the kh lab. But the inside looked like the primary science lab.
So i waited. And i saw shauqi. He was talking to some people. The whole thing looked like it was early events. Some PE shirt some uniform. Then i realised, idk how, i was wearing cloth type, of white shoes. With white high socks. And i was like dang it!! Then i was like nvm lah. Its not like i can change now. So then after a while, i was wearing public school baju kurung! Hahahaha damn weird.
So then i went down to the basement. Ssb don't have any basements but in my dream, ssb had. It was an underground pool. And suddenly it wasn't ssb anymore, it's more of a resort. Its a dark scene. With hut water boiling at the side. But there was a pool. And there was my best friend, dating a guy. But i'm sure they couldn't see me. So then my cousin came down to the basement looking very suspicious with a glowing test tube. I was like what's he doing here? Then he went down, talked to my best friend, then he did something at the corner of the basement.
I had a feeling my best friend and the guy were gonna die, in the dream la. So the next morning, there were sound of cirens or cyrens or sirens. And i paniced/panicked wtv. I was sure my friend was dead, i went and check, and she was. Dead. But she wasn't the only one. Almost everyone in the resort was dead. MURDERED. BY MY COUSIN. He was also a cop in my dreams. A cop that shows up in an investigation for no reason. But his reason was to get rid of the proof. That time, i was in a chariot. Weird, but yeah, i was. I was delivering plates to the 'queen' which idk who. But people said i was lucky to be delivering gigantic plates and bowls.
Then my cousin was going to this building to get rid of the proof thingy and my other best friend was at the same building. So i sent a text to my cousin telling him my other best friend is there and hide whenever he can. Idk why he killed my best friend but i helped him cos i just got back to ssb i don't want ppl to be like soumun's cousin murdered her best friend.
Then idk what happened to them but i definitely knew what happened to me. I reached the queen's castle and i was outside on the stairs looking things that ppl can rest on. I was reading percy and suddunly this guy, about my age, came with some of his friends looking like bullies. And they kacau me lah. They took a bottle and wanted to splash water at me but i was fast enough to stick the bottle into his mouth. So i ran, they pushed me and i screamed: what is wrong with you?! Haha. I remembered that. And i fell, got up, continue running, and i woke up with a start. TIRED ==
well, this dream made me realise that i will be damn sad to loose a friend. Especially a best friend. And imagine how sad her family would be! But all this is not true la.. Its just a dream :) i'm sorry if i did anything wrong friends <3
i gtg now. Ba-bye!
Status: :)
pray for Japan!
:) sm.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Heal the World :)
with lotsa lotsa heart!
pray for the people and their country.
JAPAN:
the cars floating around look like toy cars. so sad for them lah. all the country's hard work , industrial cities, and home are all destroyed in just like a day or maybe half a day. :'(
my mom cried watching the news. hard to believe o.o
pray people! with lotsa lotsa <3
:) sm.
pray for the people and their country.
JAPAN:
the cars floating around look like toy cars. so sad for them lah. all the country's hard work , industrial cities, and home are all destroyed in just like a day or maybe half a day. :'(
my mom cried watching the news. hard to believe o.o
pray people! with lotsa lotsa <3
:) sm.
Monday, March 7, 2011
weirdest dream ever!
oh my god! today's monday and i'm damn tired already. but i took a nap. so thats good :) it was kinda like i slept till 8 and my mom haven't wake me up yet. so i keep rolling and rolling. waiting for my mom to wake me up but she woke ah miiu instead =.=
okay.. about my dream. haih.. make me miss my ssb friends more and more. we used to share weird dreams and laugh about it. i just thought for a while. everytime i go the home-schooling centre, i'll be sitting there, alone. cos apple (not the fruit) always either come late or absent. and during devotion, i'll just be the quiet freak with no freind. how sad :(
okay.. i don't really remember how my dream started, but i was looking at this person's blog, somehow. she was like talking about or to her mom there. and theres like pictures of words. there chinese words on the first two columns, they are the same. and on the third and forth column saying: LOL & LEW.
so i wondered what LEW meant. and she said that it was what americans says instead of LOL. then (still dreaming) i went to facebook and i see many many notifications. and it says correction of photos..stuff and stuff. i don't remember much. and all my LOLs were corrected to LEW. weird!
and theres all this.. umm.. theres many pictures paged on one page and i can see all the correction. and one of them were shi lin and sheng yee dating in a cafe. but there was one more person at the booth. i don't remember who but it was definitely someone i knew.
suddenly, i was IN the picture as in a was at their booth. but the someone which i don't remember wasn't me lah. so i asked them like: pak-toh ah? well, duh! i didn't know why i asked something i already knew. but then shi lin said something about they went to a treasure hunt or some hunt and its over already and she said LEW.
then, still dreaming, i went back to the person's blog and search for a post name: between LOL and LEW difference means. it was so random but there actually was such a post! it was explaining LOL and LEW. and i was reading and they were saying LOL is laugh out loud and stuff that i already knew.
when i was reading half-way, a song started playing. it was a chinese song that when translated, it still fits. edison sang it. the one with the scandal. it was...weird. then i woke up, i took my phone, i googled LOL and LEW. every result was LOL and. then i googled LEW. some rockwell guy was the result. well, i think its a guy.
then i keep on saying LOL and LEW. i kept thinking what on earth was that?! crazy! LEW.
uhh.. not as bad lah.. i look more like;
hehahaha! *blush* not so pretty lah.
hey, i just found this picture! so pro!
okaehh.. gtg now. gotta sleep. and percy jackson is very nice to read! but very fast finish too :(
ba-bye!
STATUS:
not this pretty either! but same expression.
hey.. it's raining!
:/ sm.
okay.. about my dream. haih.. make me miss my ssb friends more and more. we used to share weird dreams and laugh about it. i just thought for a while. everytime i go the home-schooling centre, i'll be sitting there, alone. cos apple (not the fruit) always either come late or absent. and during devotion, i'll just be the quiet freak with no freind. how sad :(
okay.. i don't really remember how my dream started, but i was looking at this person's blog, somehow. she was like talking about or to her mom there. and theres like pictures of words. there chinese words on the first two columns, they are the same. and on the third and forth column saying: LOL & LEW.
so i wondered what LEW meant. and she said that it was what americans says instead of LOL. then (still dreaming) i went to facebook and i see many many notifications. and it says correction of photos..stuff and stuff. i don't remember much. and all my LOLs were corrected to LEW. weird!
and theres all this.. umm.. theres many pictures paged on one page and i can see all the correction. and one of them were shi lin and sheng yee dating in a cafe. but there was one more person at the booth. i don't remember who but it was definitely someone i knew.
suddenly, i was IN the picture as in a was at their booth. but the someone which i don't remember wasn't me lah. so i asked them like: pak-toh ah? well, duh! i didn't know why i asked something i already knew. but then shi lin said something about they went to a treasure hunt or some hunt and its over already and she said LEW.
then, still dreaming, i went back to the person's blog and search for a post name: between LOL and LEW difference means. it was so random but there actually was such a post! it was explaining LOL and LEW. and i was reading and they were saying LOL is laugh out loud and stuff that i already knew.
when i was reading half-way, a song started playing. it was a chinese song that when translated, it still fits. edison sang it. the one with the scandal. it was...weird. then i woke up, i took my phone, i googled LOL and LEW. every result was LOL and. then i googled LEW. some rockwell guy was the result. well, i think its a guy.
then i keep on saying LOL and LEW. i kept thinking what on earth was that?! crazy! LEW.
uhh.. not as bad lah.. i look more like;
hehahaha! *blush* not so pretty lah.
hey, i just found this picture! so pro!
okaehh.. gtg now. gotta sleep. and percy jackson is very nice to read! but very fast finish too :(
ba-bye!
STATUS:
not this pretty either! but same expression.
hey.. it's raining!
:/ sm.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
happy and not so happy SUNDAY
haii!! assalamualaikum :B
so happy stuff first or not so happy stuff first?
actually theres nothing happy or not happy lah. theres just funny or things that make my mood better or don't spoil my mood and things that make me sad :(
theres no one on skype now.. i feel like talking to somebody! anybody!! yesterday my mom tried to talk me to not go to fellowship anymore. she says its just pulling my grades down and says its too late. i'm still a student. blah blah. conclusion: she creates trouble for me. i don't want, i also don't like people staring at me with a message saying 'you're trouble', 'you so mafan', 'all your fault'! i don't know mandarin and it's trouble enough for me to blend in at fellowship and now my mom wants to create more problems for me. awwwsssshhhh!!
okay.. i gotta let it go. i'm too angry haahhahahha :D forgive me. okay...better change subject or i'll continue to scold. now i just wanna sit in a corner and cry..
pkay.. taday i had drum.. i learned one beat. NEW. but weird. easy to do. but when it gets faster.. there comes trouble. and my..err. teacher i guess, aiyoh! so weird. this person lah. its a guy. he says my mom always stares at him like;
and he was like;
he asked what my mom's actually looking at?
i said his face aka pimples. i also said my dad also have a face like his (pimples)
and he was like, your mom fell in love with your dad and thats why my mom was staring at him.
IKR. its so =____________=
i just found some quotes that i was so..err..whats the word? not inspired. i just find it very nice :)
I’m a liar because I wont tell you everything
I’m stupid because sometimes im wrong
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect
I’m a pushover because I like making people happy
I’m a loser because I’m a not friend with your group
I’m fake because I’m too nice
I’m weird because I’m not like you
I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry.
I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone
I’m insecure because I care about what people think of me.
I’m no fun because I'm not always hyper?
Don’t try to tell me who I am
Because I already know
OMG! i just watched some ghostly video posted on facebook and i'm damn scared now. i didn't know it was ghostly! i'm damn scared! omg! omg! omg! i got to go pray! ohmygod!!
ba-bye!
STATUS:
:S sm.
so happy stuff first or not so happy stuff first?
actually theres nothing happy or not happy lah. theres just funny or things that make my mood better or don't spoil my mood and things that make me sad :(
theres no one on skype now.. i feel like talking to somebody! anybody!! yesterday my mom tried to talk me to not go to fellowship anymore. she says its just pulling my grades down and says its too late. i'm still a student. blah blah. conclusion: she creates trouble for me. i don't want, i also don't like people staring at me with a message saying 'you're trouble', 'you so mafan', 'all your fault'! i don't know mandarin and it's trouble enough for me to blend in at fellowship and now my mom wants to create more problems for me. awwwsssshhhh!!
okay.. i gotta let it go. i'm too angry haahhahahha :D forgive me. okay...better change subject or i'll continue to scold. now i just wanna sit in a corner and cry..
pkay.. taday i had drum.. i learned one beat. NEW. but weird. easy to do. but when it gets faster.. there comes trouble. and my..err. teacher i guess, aiyoh! so weird. this person lah. its a guy. he says my mom always stares at him like;
and he was like;
he asked what my mom's actually looking at?
i said his face aka pimples. i also said my dad also have a face like his (pimples)
and he was like, your mom fell in love with your dad and thats why my mom was staring at him.
IKR. its so =____________=
i just found some quotes that i was so..err..whats the word? not inspired. i just find it very nice :)
I’m a liar because I wont tell you everything
I’m stupid because sometimes im wrong
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect
I’m a pushover because I like making people happy
I’m a loser because I’m a not friend with your group
I’m fake because I’m too nice
I’m weird because I’m not like you
I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry.
I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone
I’m insecure because I care about what people think of me.
I’m no fun because I'm not always hyper?
Don’t try to tell me who I am
Because I already know
OMG! i just watched some ghostly video posted on facebook and i'm damn scared now. i didn't know it was ghostly! i'm damn scared! omg! omg! omg! i got to go pray! ohmygod!!
ba-bye!
STATUS:
:S sm.
Monday, February 28, 2011
10 Things I Love About MALAYSIA
i thought of this title today, like this morning, when i was at the morning market with my mom. i needed to buy pins for mah hair. it was so messy this morning that i gotta tie 'em all up.
so, i thought like, malaysia is a very nice place. i'm so proud to be born in this country although its like, not popular like the united stated. well, duh. but it's paradise to me. so many race, food, and many many wonderful things that i realised after i left sri bestari. its very eye-opening.
so this 10 favourite thing is not Top 10. i don't rate them. but they're all my favourite.
1. ondek-ondek!!
i don't like it at first cos i didn't know there was gula melaka in it and i thought it would be disgusting cos its like a green tasteless ball with white hair. but suit yee loved it and i have no idea why and one time she asked me to try and i loved it since then :)
2. Nasi Lemak, ofc
well, its probably even nicer if you eat it with your bare hands. thats a tradition. yumm ;D
3. recognize this??
well, if you still don't know, its roti canai :)
well, this was the only picture with dhal or however its spelled and with the roti canai not looked like fried pancakes.
4. currypuffs!!
if you remember or recognize or whatever, these are IKEA's curry puffs. it's one of my all-time favourite curry puffs!
5. the different races :D
it's so nice to see all races in malaysia unite to become one!
6. also my all-time favourite which makes me realize how much i love it after i leave :(
if you see properly, i'm in the front row. i love this picture. it also says best of bestarians :D and we were on the homepage of ssb's webpage! website models!!
if you didn't understand what i was talking about, i was saying my previous school but i'm most probably gonna go back there. but i gotta pass my dad and my conscience first :/
not specific enough??
BAH!
don't worry when they say no one escapes their attantion. they actually don't pay much attention. hahah :D
yer! MRS.TAN!! creepy
okayh, moving on!
7. LOVE. our pasar malam :)
they always have those weird bra stalls there. or pirated bag stalls. or those not branded clothes that are like ugly. some are ugly only lah. some are extremely ugly! but some are okay...a few actually. but they are like.. brandless stuff y'know? but i love pasar malam! although its llike stuffy and all, its one off the must-go tourist places! ;)
8. Durian!! Malaysia's original ;D
hahah :D when i was googling for a picture, i remembered yue jen and i once ate it with cheese spray thing, or whatever it is. the taste turned out to be funny, not weird kind of funny, the funny that makes people laugh. hahahaha. but i didn't get any stomachache so i think i'm gonna try it again someday. i forgot how it taste. wanna do it again yue jen?? :D
well, when i say malaysia's original at the no.8, i don't think any other countries have this type of durian;
its red. it looks kinda disgusting though ==
9.CENDOL!!
this one was tough with my brain. i remembered there was one more thing to do with food but i just can't think it out! finally i googled malaysian food and theres so many different things. dim sum, curry laksa, asam laksa, even KLCC appeared!
okay! last one :D
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dum!
dum!
dum!
DUM!
hahaha ;D
MAH FRIENDS OFC!
love love love my friends so much!!
well, i guess thats it! you know i worked on this post for 3 days. pictures searching. and lotsa lotsa copy and paste! phew! and now its done :) i'm so happy :B
gtg now. going to mah aunty's house tomoro morning. so gotta sleep :1
ba-bye!!
STATUS:
:) sm.
so, i thought like, malaysia is a very nice place. i'm so proud to be born in this country although its like, not popular like the united stated. well, duh. but it's paradise to me. so many race, food, and many many wonderful things that i realised after i left sri bestari. its very eye-opening.
so this 10 favourite thing is not Top 10. i don't rate them. but they're all my favourite.
1. ondek-ondek!!
i don't like it at first cos i didn't know there was gula melaka in it and i thought it would be disgusting cos its like a green tasteless ball with white hair. but suit yee loved it and i have no idea why and one time she asked me to try and i loved it since then :)
2. Nasi Lemak, ofc
well, its probably even nicer if you eat it with your bare hands. thats a tradition. yumm ;D
3. recognize this??
well, if you still don't know, its roti canai :)
well, this was the only picture with dhal or however its spelled and with the roti canai not looked like fried pancakes.
4. currypuffs!!
if you remember or recognize or whatever, these are IKEA's curry puffs. it's one of my all-time favourite curry puffs!
5. the different races :D
it's so nice to see all races in malaysia unite to become one!
6. also my all-time favourite which makes me realize how much i love it after i leave :(
if you see properly, i'm in the front row. i love this picture. it also says best of bestarians :D and we were on the homepage of ssb's webpage! website models!!
if you didn't understand what i was talking about, i was saying my previous school but i'm most probably gonna go back there. but i gotta pass my dad and my conscience first :/
not specific enough??
BAH!
don't worry when they say no one escapes their attantion. they actually don't pay much attention. hahah :D
yer! MRS.TAN!! creepy
okayh, moving on!
7. LOVE. our pasar malam :)
they always have those weird bra stalls there. or pirated bag stalls. or those not branded clothes that are like ugly. some are ugly only lah. some are extremely ugly! but some are okay...a few actually. but they are like.. brandless stuff y'know? but i love pasar malam! although its llike stuffy and all, its one off the must-go tourist places! ;)
8. Durian!! Malaysia's original ;D
hahah :D when i was googling for a picture, i remembered yue jen and i once ate it with cheese spray thing, or whatever it is. the taste turned out to be funny, not weird kind of funny, the funny that makes people laugh. hahahaha. but i didn't get any stomachache so i think i'm gonna try it again someday. i forgot how it taste. wanna do it again yue jen?? :D
well, when i say malaysia's original at the no.8, i don't think any other countries have this type of durian;
its red. it looks kinda disgusting though ==
9.CENDOL!!
this one was tough with my brain. i remembered there was one more thing to do with food but i just can't think it out! finally i googled malaysian food and theres so many different things. dim sum, curry laksa, asam laksa, even KLCC appeared!
okay! last one :D
10. ...
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dum!
dum!
dum!
DUM!
hahaha ;D
MAH FRIENDS OFC!
love love love my friends so much!!
well, i guess thats it! you know i worked on this post for 3 days. pictures searching. and lotsa lotsa copy and paste! phew! and now its done :) i'm so happy :B
gtg now. going to mah aunty's house tomoro morning. so gotta sleep :1
ba-bye!!
STATUS:
:) sm.
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