gotcha!

you know la, we have been talking about lyn xie and this guy named jonas coupling. oh, well, they are. on;y lynxie keeps on denying it. i keep on ejek-ing them. so did jaime and joe yi. mehehehehe. and lyn xie stills denies it. and lyn xie's nickname thing is jowlyn. doesn't it sound like jonas + lynxie? well, it definitely does. so i was going through blogs just now, well, actually no. i was updating my blog with blog links. lynxie change hers often. so i found hers like FINALLY! and i saw joeyi's blog and i came across some proof i've been waiting for all along. lemme show you :D

woooooo~

sweet until have to feed him? hohoho :D

jonas, what are you doing?

well, well, well, what have we here? :D

beeebaahahahahahhahaha, there! prooved! muahhahahahahaahahha. you have nothing to hide lyn xie :D 

LYN XIE AND JONAS

SITTING ON A TREE

K-I-S-S-I-N-G

:D

it has been a long time :)

#childhood

now i shall go find some less lifeless thing to do. teehee :B

Always be Happy, always wear a smile;

Not because life is full of reasons to smile

but because your smile itself is a reason

for many others to smile.

The sun’s going to shine, and the rain’s going to fall, and in the end you might get burnt or wet, but hey, that’s life. So dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun, and at the end of the day, smile. 
Everything’s going to be all right.

choices

i tried to give you a nice home but you chose to die

laughing gas

have you noticed that whenever i start laughing, i don't stop as quickly as other people? yes, that's me :) there's a full moon tonight! :D i saw the moon on the wat home form tuition. before i went to tuition today i went to jusco. i bought a science practical book and a bm model essays thing. and i bought glitter today of course. i was shocked. like really shocked. it was only RM2 for a pack of glitter twice the size of the one sold in school. school also sold it for 2 bucks. oh well. my mom and i went for a fast window shopping. i found some pretty nice shoes. my mom's gonna bring me go buy tomorrow. yeepee :D

alright. from the very start. today was a dim day. it was wet and quiet. and many people had a problem with their throats. lynxie had a sore throat, pn khalilah have no voice and she was damn pissed. and jaime came to school at about 10.40am today due to traffic jam. and we had school lessons. and we decided to skip science but turns out ms.lim didn't come anyway. but we did some painting and craft works for the falcons supporting team. we made horns and we're going to modify the mascot's head tomorrow. and iman and faiz were there helping along. it was so weird! but it was nice of them although they just wanted to ponteng class.

and school ended. and on my way to my mom's car, someone dropped their bottle and the people around there didn't help that poor guy to pick it up and i just walked there and picked it up. i feel so nice :) heeeeeeeee :B well, i couldn't explain why but helping someone just brings me this great feeling. my mom has always told me that getting to help others is a blessing. it is better to help others than for others to help you. it is better to give than to take what others give. and i agree :) i feel so blessed.

i went home and i have to shower at full speed so that i can go jusco later and i did. then my mom brought me out to buy dinner for my dad. and when i went and buy, i saw that they were setting up a fun fair at KIP again. i thought fun fairs extincted in malaysia! it was just the other day i was looking at the plain field thinking of how much fun i had there when i was young. and now that it's back, the memories will definitely come back. winning a shooting game and getting a goldfish as a reward :)

had some good good memories :)

let's go together sometime, okay?

then i went back home to leave food on the table for my dad. and when i got into the car again, i saw a guy wearing blue with black shorts and a bag, he looks like the jonas chen i saw. but i wasn't sure. i was staring at him and giving him the giving. he stared back and gave me the looks. hahahah. and i ask lyn xie to make sure. and yes, it was him. i know another neighbour now!

then after tuition, i came home. and there was durian at the doorstep. okay. then my dad broke it open and i ate some. bloated. and i drank so much water cos i was so scared i would get a sore throat or a fever or a headache and now i keep going to the toilet. and now i'm blogging and my mom is asking me to go to sleep and i guess i should since i was so tired today. i have a lot more deco work tomorrow. i love the way people trust me and the way i feel like i'm responsible of something :)

mood:

so true

apparently, this is so true.

mood:

step by step

hey there. school was empty today. that's because jaime and i have been stuck in the art room all day making posters for falcons. we skipped class. we skipped accounts, bm, moral, maths, english and sejarah. i have been waiting all my life to skip class. hui jing, yi hua and shan shan was there, too. but they were painting props for hari anugerah. hui jing is a year older than us, she tak kena NS. yi hua also didn't kena. i didn't know yi hua was also a year older. i just found out today. oh well. i was putting glue to put on some glitter so that the words could be seen from far. while i was putting the glue halfway. guess what? FIRE DRILL. perfect timing hor? so how? we had to stop doing whatever we are doing at the moment and run down to the field and tell teacher that we're safe. it was lame. they have it every year. i don't know why must they have it every year when there was never fire.

after the heat at the field, we went back to the art room feeling so blessed. well, 'cause it was cold, duh. we made a few posters actually. one is the aida jazlina one saying 'falcons will take you fly high' doesn't really make sense but i wouldn't wanna change it since someone else created it. the second one is an eagle head with a small 'falcon' word below. the 'falson' word couldn't really be seen but i just wanted the eagle head to be seen. junlok keep on saying that it looks like a chicken. the third one is a small 'falcons never stop' on top and a big 'SSB'. it was nice. the forth one is big. as in really big. its a continuous one. yah, thats about it. i'm still not done yet. so i might be skipping class again :) but teacher has to make sure that the class i skip is not that important like PE, reading, computer, etc. etc.

now i'm having my dinner. when i first took up the cover, i thought it was some potato with minced pork. when i scoop it, it was wobbly. hahaha. turns out, it was japanese to fu. LOL so now i'm eating it. my dad just came home. i didn't know 'cause the technician came and change the gate gadget thing. so now the gate open and close also no sound. so next time i'm home alone, i have to peek trough the window every 5 seconds. i'm just blogging and my dad sedang mengamuk. what la he. i don't know what's wrong with him these days. he doesn't even understand the whole situation. and he's barely home. mengamuk for what?

i shall finish eating now and go do my homework. and watch masterchef later. so long didn't watch masterchef already. i feel like eating cupcake chic. i wanna go to the curve but my mom always bring me to kepong villlage. she says everything we want, there also have. true. but curve have got more choices. got IKEA, IPC, e@curve. speaking of IKEA, i would also like to eat their curry puff :9

mood:

VOGUE

nahh, this is not vogue. but i like it :B

i don't really like nails that are all different colour, but this one is an exception. it's so pretty!! yuejen, you said you wanna do my nails for me right? heheheheheh :B are you thinking what i'm thinking? LOL

urbanscapes is on this saturday. jaime is going and some other bunch of girls from my school is going. i didn't really know what was it but i know it was something like chicpop. but urbanscapes is bigger. they are blog shopping suppliers. so during that event they can take their stocks out to sell, cash and carry. i feel like going but i don't think i can. unless my mom let me quit the bm tuition. but i baru pay the fees last week. damnation.

this coming sunday is my school's hari anugerah. we're not really going there to actually watch them get their awards la of course. i'm going there to watch the drama and support my friends. and i can see my friends in pretty pretty dresses, which also means i would be wearing a dress. i don't know with one to wear. i bought 2 new dresses like i said. one is a dark blue toga;

looks like it. but not exactly the same.

and the other one is a black one. i have no idea how to describe it. i shall try to find it on google images. LOL. the black dress;

looks a bit like it cos it's fitting and the shoulder part is the same.

the chect part is like this one above. my dress also have some shiny bead on the left side of my shoulder and the left side of my waist. 4 stripes.

i saw those girls cheer in school today. it's kinda stressful to be the flyer. everyone focus on you. and when you make one tiny mistake, the whole group have to redo the stunt. so you also akan paiseh. you know that feeling when you see your best friend cheerleading and you just feel so proud 'cause she's doing better or just as good as the others. well, i shall go do my homework now. and do the video taping for moral. my dag just came home. she went to my aunty's house. then i shall go finish up the Falcons poster. the girl who drew that thing is not good at drawing. and for the sake of my future and some coco points, i'm going to take pendidikan seni. i shall log off now i will tell more soon :)

mood:

sway.

keep singing. keep smiling. keep holding on.

:)

mood:

just stay like that

i'm so happy...:D so goody mood :D everything is fine :D although my mom still don't let me go to fellowship next year, i shouldn't let that ruin my mood right now :D i'm so happy :D who knows why :D hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha so happy :)

well, i just posted some pretty weird photos on KMIF's facebook page. i hope they're not offended or anything. but those photos were pretty legendary. and now i shall go do my work happily and eat happily and get my work done happily :) oh! oh! oh! AND my dad is on diet! oatmeal..:/ eww and my mom wants me to go on one too. well, since my parents are both on diet, i would probably be forced into one. my momma just told me that we're having bread for dinner tomorrow. and i shall eat healthier now since i'm going to taiwan soon. there's going to be lotsa lotsa delicious unhealthy stuff for me to try :D and a lot of clothes :D woohoo! heads up, taiwan! 'cause i'm coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mood:

different.

i just came back from church :/ i don't know why everytime i come back from church i feel so empty. i feel like home is like a cage. a cage shared with 2 other adults who like to pick on me and ah miiu. she nothing la, i love her <3

then at church, miin miin and yuan shuang keep on talking about miin miin's secret and blah blah blah. idk what they are talking about yet they want to discuss about it beside me. and everytime i ask what is it, they will create something up. well, who cares anyway. actually i care. hahahahaha. but it's non of my business, i shouldn't keep that in my mind. i just feel odd. like they know so many things that i don't. i just don't feel like i'm blending in at all. and my mandarin is not good. i need their translation most of the time and i feel like i'm so freaking troublesome, like a pain in the back. some knows so much about this event, that event, practice this, practice that, in charge of this, in charge of that, meeting this, meeting that and i'm just sitting there swinging my legs.

Sometimes, my mom brings quite a lot of problem to me. i have enough trouble on me already and my mom wants to put more on me. i don't want to be trouble. i want to be normal.

i don't know why i'm talking like this now. maybe i'm just tired. but i'm disappointed. i'm not attending fellowship anymore next year. that's a for sure. my mom remind me everytime she scolds me. and she scolds me pretty often. so there's not much hope for myself now. my mom is currently giving me the face for who knows what reason. and she complains about me to my dad everytime he comes home from work. i believe that one day, my dad's gonna explode and scold my mom. 'cause i can see that my dad is sick and tired of her complainings. but i don't think my mom sees it. she thinks that he's siding her. my dad's not siding anyone. he believes that i am old enough to make my own decisions and if i've tried my best, he's happy. and he have nothing against fellowship. he used to have. but now, i'm not sure. he just thinks that church has brainwashed me. now, he has no comment.

if i could make a wish and it would come true, i would wish that i can continue to attend fellowship next year.

mood:

a thousand miles away

hello :)

i'm blogging on a sunday morning. WOW huh? nahh, i'm posting my daily pread on facebook and my mom doesn't really like it. so now that she's down here doing her stuff, i have to pretend to be doing something else. well, now, i'm pretending to be blogging. well, this is not counted as pretending right? oh, nevermind. cincai la. cincai have always sounded like cincau to me.

damn it! i wanted to add my friend into the group, whatever daily bread i typed is gone. GONE! now i have to type it all over again. damn it!

oohh!!! i'm done! i'm done! finally!! now, i have to go shower. and i shall write my reply to my 小主人 :) and my小天使 still haven't write to me yet and the week after next we're going to change people again. i'm not going to have an angel anymore cause i'm going to help AnJie. oh well, now, i'm gonna know who all of your angels are! muahahahahahahhaha!

mood: