chinese torture

hello :D i think my cousin thinks that this is twitter. hahahaa :D lol
he is repeating whatever i'm typing now. this is another cousin. the that day's eldest brother. now, he's quietly reading.. i'm sure this will annoy him too.

but you know what

he is torturing me with his talks like, you don't think idk that you are talking about me ahh.. now he's quietly reading.

okay lemme continue..
but you know what's annoying me? this show my dad's watching on zhi zun HD. urghh!!! it's pure torture from my own race!!!!! its the slang i guess. and her smile. creeps me out. seriously. and i just realized that if you're cheerful, its not like everyone is gonna like it for sure. for this host's cheerfulness, I HATE IT!



okay, i was looking at sports day photos on facebook just now, and i just got an idea for kiara's theme next year. well, i shouldn't actually share but since i feel like sharing it, noone can stop me. Greekish Gods and Goddesses. if kiara likes it, gimme some credit okay? :D. nolah.. just kidding. i'm not those want credit for their work so badly kind of people y'know. ancient greek would be such gorgeous theme. i can't wait to see all the girls dressed as goddesses!! so pretty!

and i wanna be a greekish goddess during halloween this year! and guess what? i think i got a big chance to go back to bestari next semester. but if i'm not brave to let go the time and money i wasted on the shitty home-schooling centre, then i'll be rapunzel ;P and its not cool!

cos today as in this morning, my mom was wyning or however its spelled. and scolding. i usually answer back (normal teenager thing)but today i was different. haha :D. i gave the kesian puppy look the whole way. so answer backs. she brought me for breakfast but i didn't eat. i just looked out to the sky. hahahaha.
something like..


this!

then my mom asked if i wanna go back to ssb, i was like a bit loh.. and she's like, if you wanna go back, you know how much money you waste already? you're gonna waste 20 thousand!! and lectures. and more lectures. more lectures. then she say i gotta get good results and gotta plan my things properly and follow my schedule.but i gotta tell her my study strategies and stuff.. and i will need her approval. and she said something like if theres things you think or you know think pulling my results down, i better quit it. she was talking about fellowship i think. but its a hard choice. i won't quit any of them. just need good good plan :P

then nothing much happened.. oh, i gtg now :)

ba-bye!!

:) sm.

pissing off have reasons y'know..

this is not cool! so not cool! i'm so damn pissed. like damn pissed that i want to walk out of the house and start crying! the crying is not like sad kind of cry. its the tears of anger.

oh yah, i just remembered that i wanna buy the thing that IKEA have to put laptop and they have a bag stuck on the back to balance or something. but whatever. just gotta get it. blogging with a laptop on the table makes no difference with blogging with a desktop.

okayh, so, yesterday, i went to fellowship [mah usual saturdays]. well, fellowship is a very very very lovable thing. i would do anything to not miss it. well, unless i have a thing so incredible that i would wanna go other than fellowship but i don't think theres any. when i go to fellowship, i just feel this warmth that i don't get.

so back to the topic. everysaturday, i would go to guitar class first and go straight to church cos the places are qquite near. actually, very near. you could get ther by foot. about 5 minutes. then fellowship usually ends at 10++ cos of the choir and stuff. and during fellowship, you gotta turn on silent mode on your phone.

so, i probably don't hear or feel her [mom] calling at all. and so, i don't know anything. and ofc i did not call her back. and you know what? she called church office, noone answered cos, duh, it was a saturday, night! and guess what? she called the pastor. wth weyh..

just now she told my dad the qhole same situation but one difference, she made me sound ruder than i actually was. and my dad said i'm useless and stuff. how discouraging. a friend, the friend, apple said it was really pro that i could survive in the family like this. actually its not hard at all. just remember that God is always by your side and your never alone :)

once my mom scold me, a time when i did not answer her back, she said something like, you wanna go, you go lah. then i ask her, go where? ans she's like leave! leave home! you don't like me so much leave lah! and i was like sudah be tahan and said kinda loudly (my voice is not soft) : i never said i wanna leave home. you were the one that said i wanna leave home. then that night, my mom told my dad that i wanna leave home. omg =='

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well, i went to some other blogs just now, and they type so much and i so lazy read. so i understand now. when i wanna blog, short short enough.. hahaha ;D

and yesterday, i went back to ssb for sports day...yay!! and i got sunburn! wanna see?



see my face?? SUNBURN!!

and today, when i was explaining why i was damn sad yesterday. i realized i was actually homesick. bestari is like home. everyone in there is like family. i'm seriously homesick. i kinda promised that i wouldn't cut my hair until i get back to ssb so if i still can't tell my parents that i wanna go back to ssb, i'll probably be the next rupanzel, waiting on top of some building.

and there, my dad just said i'm useless again. always playing with the computer, like every useless people in the world. come on! i'm only 16! what do you people expect? and my mom keep saying fellowship and hanging to much with my friends, the ssb ones, are pulling my grades down. she actually blames. hussh! i think she expect me to stay at home everyday, hanging out with a bunch of nerd that calls the book publisher to tell them their mistakes. == if that happened to me, i'm sure my mom would be persuading me to get some more normal friend.

i feel like crying now weyh. think of the way my parents think of me. my mom having extremely high expectations on me is influencing my dad. and those pressure are enough. if i get more presure, i'll be sad. cos i can't afford to take in anymore pressure so please lah, those people who are giving me extra pressure.




i gtg now. good night :)

smile, it's easy.

:) sm.

its annoying and i'm bored

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i guess its over :D

okay! this is so bored!!
the astro beyond came and fix themselves yesterday and my dad's watching zhi zun HD showing some three kingdoms saying about china stuff. its so boring. my aunty's dog is here..she's old. so its still boring. my cousin's dog just had 5 puppies!! but 2 died on the way :(

i went to church this morning. my usual sundays. theres sunday school and we had porridge. not exactly usual. but usual for us to have food after that :/ then en yi wanted ice cream. and when we were out side, ready to buy ice cream, the ice cream man was already gone == how disappointing.

then we had this life group thingy where we talk about life fruit juice. what i meant by we is the people who's with me at that time and ME :) we talked about joy today. the person who'se leading, this guy, peter.., he was trying very hard to explain the difference between joy and happy. well, its not hard to understand. and he also said laughing very hardly, your hardbeat can beat abt 200 time if i'm not mistaken. i wasn't sure what he was talking about actually. hahahaha :D

then i had drum..== i will most probably be playing next week. how pressuring! i can't play the beat right!!!! ohmygod! it hard. life's hard. o.o

and if you've noticed, my tweets have been kinda sounding heart-broken recently, but it not really la.. try not to relate all the tweets. hahaha.

theres a song i love recently. lucky by jason mraz and colbie caillat. i love it even more after glee did it! chord overstreet is so charming!! but his name is kinda weird. if you don't remember his name right and accidentally type it as overstreet chord, it'll look like you're searching for chords for this song name overstreet. hahha

later my church is having this long piau piau person old-ish singer. idk if i'm going so we'll see. maybe and maybe not. see if my mom's free. 'cos she needs to cook and stuff. and my cousind might be coming over later. i hope i can go lah. but idk what to expect. a singing woman i guess. and maybe i'll just sit down and..nothing. idk.

so i gtg now. dinner. and i need to go wash my face. so tired!!

ba-bye!!

:) sm.

Happy Valentine's Day peeps

Hey..happy valentine's day! But its not exactly happy here or now.. Cos i'm at the home schooling centre! Urgh! *angry face* they are all like heeeeheeeheeeeheee and haahaaahaaaahaaa and annoying giggles and ohmygash their voice. Its nothing like ssb! It's not that i'm angry cos i didn't get present. It's because i have to come to a place i hate on valentine's day! They are all staring and waaahh!! Ni jiu hao lar...hen mei leh! Yer..jiang sweet de.. And their voices sound a lot like my niece now. Gosh.

This loud girl just came and find me. And her boyfriend is not good-looking as in ugly. No offence! And i heard malay couples will be arrested for dating on valentine's day or something. Now there's assembly. We have our assembly in the tiny chapel. I thought assemblies are suppose to be in a hall or concourse? Well, conclusion: this "school" is RETARDED! I gtg. Elirah just said, in a very very girly kind of voice : "girls, come up"

ba-bye!

:) sm.

This is suck-ish

I'm blogging at my home schooling centre now. Theres a restaurant down stairs so i'm kinda using their wi-fi. If you're interested, the code is 8888888888888. :)

and this sucks. Not the wifi lah..its the home schooling centre. Its the first day after CNY and everyone is like chatting with their own gang..i don't one. And i am not interested in getting one. They're weird. So weird. And my only friend didn't come today. Like i predicted. She gave her mom first day as an excuse and her mom took it in. Can you believe it?! Then tomorrow also her first day then she don't need to come anymore lah. She is damn lazy. I wanna slap her weyh!

And today theres work to do in the hs centre. Now, some person just screamed time's up and that means i gtg. Idk if its a stupid devotion or chapel. Either way, it sucks. Now there was a whistle. I forgot how to spell whistle. I hope its right. Soo..yeah.:/

ba-bye!

:( soumun.

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Hey, Happy CNY!! My title is weird and kinda not related..well, it's not like i can put another Happy Chinese New Year!!! when i'm moody ryte? ==

today wasn't a good day for me. See how bad it was? Its not even near the good day level! I wake up in the morning and my mom is pissed and giving that indescribable face to me. Well, i just woke up what, how am i suppose to know what happened?! Then she said something about eating bread. Then i went down stairs and my dad was, as usual, watching tv, looking very normal like nothing has changed or happened. So, early in the morning, i'm already confused. And i thought we were going to church. I asked my dad, he didn't answer cos he was too focused on the tv. So i went upstairs and asked my mom. I didn't really wanna talk to her since she was having that "face" on. I asked her, she said: don't know ah, asked your father lah. And my dad was: ahh..hmm..huh?..ohh..all the time when i asked him until 10.30. Wth? (my church starts at 10.30) then i told my dad its 10.30 then he was like: Aiya.. Damn geram weyh..

Then astro called and ask if they could come and fix astro beyond today at 1. But they didn't arrive so..maybe tomorrow they will come. But the woman said hari ini. Then i drank shandy..and then i got headache. Then my eye itch, i rub, my eye swollen.. Bad day. Bad day..:(

tomorrow school reopens. I hate my hscentre lah. I don't wanna go there!! I feel disgusted by just thinking about it! Urgh!! Now i wanna repaint my nails..i am so grumpy now but theres nothing for me to grump at!! Ahhhh!! This makes it even worse! Omg!

I gtg now. Play guitar will help i guess. And i need to repaint my nails so yeah..:)

ba-bye!!

:( sm.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Whoa!!! This sould actually be ye!llo people 2.0 hahahah :D cos i'm blogging with a phone again. But this time, it's MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE! :P whoa..phew! I thought it was out of space. Scary weyhz. I think i got the natasha disease or something. She liked to add a Z behind all her weyh. Hahaha :D

okayy...so, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
But so damn tired lah. Today, i went to my granduncle's house first. Until about 1 something we left and straight away went to my urrhh..my mom's second aunty's house. Idk lah. My cousin bought a new chihuahua. So hyper lah! Chase ah miiu. She wanna play with ah miiu but ah miiu don't wanna layan her. Her name is jing jing. So ugly lah the name. Like hui jing or sue jing only. I said ugly cos it sounded more like hui jing. D:

today, morning, before i was awake, my mom gave ah miiu ang pao. Then my mom woke me up and gave me my ang pao. Ah miiu snatch it away. Stupid girl! Then my dad gave me ang pao! Then my aunt came, and i was like GONG HEI FATT CHOI!!! And she was like wah! Why today see me so happy wan? Hahaha :P then another aunty came..and i took more ang paos..$$

later my father side uncle's gonna come and i'm gonna get more ang pao!! Cos my cousins are marries. Nyehhehehehe :P i had another niece for my father's side. My mother's side there so many already. Father's side also got a lot. This niece was born last year at around..urmm..september?? Think so. Her name is nathalie. She is kinda cute. But i'm sure after she can walk and scream, she won't be that cute anymore. She will just turn into another pest!

I gtg now. Makan dinner before my aunty uncle cousins aka relatives come :)

ba-bye!!

:) soumun.

ye!llo people

yay!! Hahahahahaha finally!! HALLELUJAH!!
Hahahahahahah :D you have no idea whats going on do you?
I finally can blog with a phone! But this is still my cousins phone, so, whats the difference anyway ==
this phone sucks weyh. Simply predict wan. Got all the alphabets here already still predict for what?! I also lazy go off the prediction cos i'm blogging so smoothly now.
I type whats, they come out whatsoever. I type predict, they come out predicament. So lame. I type lame, lamb came out.
Whatahell?!

Okay, i gtg now, go eat reunion dinner and then go 1u!! :D

ba-bye!

:) sm.

1 Utama

yesterday's mission to buy shades, FAIL. well, my dad said that we're gonna go 1u agn today. so most probably i'll get to buy the shades..and jeans. yahahahaha :D

now my cousin's beside me reading whatever i'm typing. like what my mom will do, but she's doing laundry now, soo TOO BAD! then my cousin HEH HEH HEH just now. and he said, very panai ah you. and i was like yes :) ofc. and after he read that i was typing what he said, he was like HAH HAH HAH. and he just asked, you want me to tell mommy izit? and...MY ENGLISH VERY GENG YOU KNOW?? and he laughed again. and he said that he won't kena my kai. well, very obvious, i didn't quite get what he was trying to say by 'kai'. and he just sang like: doo doo ,doo ,dooo doo, doo!and he's laughing again.

as you can see, my last post is like not colourful and boring and stuff,

you see, i cannot continue blogging after that comma because my cousin is beside me like, let me play first lah. and i was like, let me blog first lah. and he's like no one reads your blog lah. and i'm like got lah! and he's like you know ah, my blog arh so geng ah. i just post ah, 1000000000++ will read. and he baru read and laughed and he's like hehehehehe, don't play play arh.

okay, let me continue,

as you can see, my last post is like not colourful and boring and stuff, i sendiri also wanna know why. i tried to edit it so many times but its not working. i'm posting another one to see if its only that particular post.

okay, so yesterday, i was at 1u. my dad went and buy pants. he bought john master! but boring lah see him shop. we reached 1u at abt 9. he see his pants, tried a few, and my mom keep asking me to help her see if the pants is nice. all the pants looks the same!! my dad's like mr. bean, he have so many sets of the same looking clothes. watching him shop is killing me! D:

then when he finally picked his favourite, which i have no idea how, i went to padini to see shades lah, but it was kinda too late. it was already closed. so we went home lah. last time, when i don't get to buy somethig, i will merajuk, but yesterday i triend to not merajuk lah. i tried to laugh at their jokes. then my dad said we will be coming back tomorrow since i didn't have any jeans for cny.

so now,i'm blogging. that means my parents are busy. my mom asked me to help her do some spring cleaning. i didn't wanna do at first. but she was like if you don't wanna do, no 1u. so i do lah. and now, she go dye her hair. have to wait until 2.50. wth?! and my dad's asleep. i think i'm really gonna merajuk today lah. when i finally merajuk, my mom will say that its my fault. somehow, she will.

and my mood is not very good. again. cause my blog is having some disease. my dad's taking a nap. my mom is doing her mani pedi and dying her hair. my mom makes me most geram lah! summo later got reunion dinner. that means my mom's gotto start cooking at 4. so how do i buy my stuff?!?!? i always fail to buy things that i really want lah. i'm merajuk-ing already. arrrshhh!!!!!!!

i think i should go shower now. so that my mom doesn't say like: SEE?! YOU ALSO HAVEN'T SHOWER? HOW TO GO 1U? or she will say something abt wasting time. and then she will ask me to do more spring cleaning since we're not going anywhere already! the most geram thing ryte now is that i did the cleaning that she asked me to do in order to go 1u and then i might not go 1u already because of the hair dying time and hafta wait for her mani pedi to dry! and she might ask me to do more cleaning!.

GERAMMMMNYAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><

there! just like what i predicted!

she is complaining abt my cleaning and saying that she will have to habis my work and sudah cannot go 1u. fish her lah! aarrghghgh!!!! so geram skrg.

nvm. i'll go shower and not care abt that woman. and try to go 1u. woman D:(

ba-bye.

soumun.

CNY is almost here..

hello people, although i kinda don't know who.. the mood isn't very good. cny is almost here and most of the auties do cleaning. if they cannot handle it fast enough, they will ask their daughter to help. not exactly help lah, but ask her to tidy up her things in the living room or something..

so this is what happened, i have a stack of books on the table and i was about to take it away and then my mom come and scold me like i'm never gonna take it away.. i blog half way then keluar hahaha :D

i went to pos malaysia just now..izit called pos malaysia?? idk lah. okay. i went there cos my mom wanna pay her saman. simply park car lah! then we pergi makan sekejap. and guess what?

i passed by sekolah sri bestari. they are still studying i guess.. not yet cny holiday yet ryte?? i thought i was supposed to cry or something but then, i didn't feel anything. then i forced myself to feel sad or something. i go imagine yj and lx gila gila, running round and round. so much fun. then i wished i was still there.. :(

then just now.. i just made another album at FB. i ignored to incomplete album of shilin's birthday. i made one for dogs. i think i lost scott's photo. ohhh!! hey! my mom just received a happy cny text from najib. then my mom was like: ohh...haha :D then now have to vote for najib loo...HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA :D

i think i'm gonna make another album for my ssb moments.. see first lah. hehehe :P my homeschooling centre sangat weird lehh.. got pelbagai jenis ppl wan. got prawn, lala, crab, dinosour, tomboy, etc. etc. DDD: don't wanna return to that place

yesterday i went to one utama with eng wei and we watch 2 movies back to back. little fockers and 天天好天. shop with her not fun lah. she form 3 i form 4. we go inside shops also different wan.. she macam every shop also wanna go in.

and as usual, i was hunting for shades. and guess what?? i found some good looking ones but idk if they really look good on me. so, i wanna go out with yue jen and lyn xie tomoro.. but i dont think boleh lah.. so rush. they might wanna balik kampung also.. i saw them at cotton on. i like the red stripy one. the eng wei girl said the purple's nicer. but i don't think so. and i dont trust her either. haha :D

so i think i wanna go one utama tonight to get the shades..not the purple one lah..the red stripy one. i wanna call yue jen lah.. but her phone confiscated :( i i think i only trust my friend's taste. like form 4 ones lah. close ones jugak. i saw juju at fish & co. yesterday. and i also saw wern xing at watsons with his mom. he remembers my name!! he so good boy lah. although he graduate already and stuff, he still shops with his mom :)

oh! oh! oh! i went inside converse yester day, and the bag was gone! but nvm lah! i don't think my moms ever gonna buy it for me even if it's there. converse have men slipppers! so ugly!! imagine the converse sneaker without strings and the front part a bit no more and the back part also no more. so ugly ryte??

the little fockers damn funny lah. the injection, the drawing, the interview at the earky human school, his real name, the sustengo, the godfocker, the phone calls mentioning their own name, the turkey cutting, the lizard, the lasagna and vomit, the "why is he cursing us?" part, the everypart of it! and in the movie, ben stiller is kinda hot, for his humour i guess. andi garcia...hahahha :D

the great day movie also not bad lah. quite funny. fukkin chao! the other one i forgot lah the name. the wah lai toi and the hua hee dai, the scratching shirt, singaporelah!, the changing face shirt, lame weyh!! XD but this movie also quite sad. 10+1+1 :'( you'll understand after you watch.

oh yah, i saw a buch of think they're so cool ppl going out at 1u, and guess what? starbucks is for drinking ryte?? these people go wear starbucks. very cool meh? so cheap lah. all of them wear sama punya. if you wanna wear same, wear same design but different colour lah. looks better summo. hey, yj, lx, remember we said wanna same baju? got. our sport shirt. hahahaha :D

haiz.. now idk what to do..my house have so many hamper!!! 5 weyh! 4 from my dad's friend. one from my mom's friend. i didn't get any hamper :'( hahahha :D i don't need hamper lah. i wan ang pao. hehehehe $.$

ke-ching! ke-ching! $$$$$

i'm so excited that cny is coming!! can you guys come to my house this saturday?? i'm really looking forward to see you guys..:D

i gtg now cos i really don't know what to say already and this post is getting a little long. oh! and i'm gonna buy laptop soon. i ask my dad to recommend he keep saying, you like lah! you like then take. haha :D any recommendations?? below 2500 lah. normal study uses only mah. no need so expensive. 14 inch cos i wanna buy the poodle laptop case. i dowan acer. i saw one toshiba yesterday, quite nice, 1900. but 13.3 inches only.

okay now. please recommend cos idk much. :/

ba-bye!!

:) sm.

RIP: HAMMY

RIP

HAMMY

09.07.2010 2203

OMG I'M CRYING

my dad wanted to change the food and it wasn't breathing

i just took a look and i don wanna see anymore

oh my dead hamster

may god be by your side.

AMEN

goodbye my hammy :(

i will never forget you.

your pictures are all in another phone.

i'll post it when i get it.

i had your parents when i was form 1.

at night they always chit chit chit

then suddenly i come back from school

i saw in from of the female hamster got 3 peach thing.

she had offsprings!!

2 female 1 male

i played with the male one

the next day, he was gone

i think the mother ate it because got diff smell

got one female garang, scared of me wan, always run away

the other one was you, loves to play with me

my mom wanted me to give all of you away but i begged her to let me keep one

i kept you.

i had so many memories of you

when you were just born, lx and wei lun got together

then me natasha wl and lx wanted to go out

lx can't come but wei lun still wants to come

dunno why

he shaked Hammy in a box

goodness

hamsters was my first pet i think

hammy reminds me of all the memories i had in form 1

i always put my hammys at a useless room wan

and when i was f1, i always stay in the room from morning to night

but i sleep in diff room la

i always arrange food for my hamsters,

sms, i still remember i wrote a letter to redeem my phone back from en rosli

god..

so many things happened

all my friends...

hammy has departed

i wish her all the best

sob sob

rest in peace!!

may god be by your side

AMEN

your previous owner: wen :(

now you're free!

awesome! :P

today was so awesome!!!
i went to yue jen's party.
its was great.
musical chairs blind folded!!
feeding yue jen blind folded!!
treasure hunt!! in the house.
i psrtner with yue jen so we won 2 game.
not because its her birthday, but our iq good.
hehe jkjk :P

then christina fetch me to church.
she ignored me all the way.
i went to church, i left my guitar at the music centre.
i couldn't find it when i went back.
i got the orange twisting worm and the black-red doodle thing.
i didn't know can take the money home. until christina said she won money in the car.
you can have it yue jen.
happy birthday anyways.

then after the fellowship got choir.
haha everyone was like 'faster! faster!! i wanna go and watch argentina and germany!!
my dad is watching it now.
kesian messi.

today was very fun!!
but very tired..i feel like sleeping.
but i wanna see the results for the arg : ger
lucky i met a good taxi driver.
i was chatting with him. he's quite well educated la.
he lectured me about our generation very stubborn.

i wanna go install my maple now..
zhang wei keep going play ah! play ah!
fine... i scared my pc lag shit la..
gtg. so tired..
bu-bye

:) wen.

today wasn't so great after all

i predicted that shi lin would come and give me the setup for the maple
i predicted that i could come home to play maple
i predicted that i could pass up my geo folio edi
i also predicted that i could go to yue jen's party without anything dangerous
but i didn't predict that my mom would stop my guitar lessons

and now, shi lin didn't come to school
i can't play maple cos no setup
i'm not done with my geo folio and i'm done-ing it now
i have to make a plan with my evil mind to go to yj's party.
and then, i have to stop my guitar lesson

in the plan i've made, it helps me a lot.
i'm going to continue my guitar lessons without my parents knowing.
i'll just say i'm going to church
this is not lying. i's just not telling somethings.
i'm gonna use my allowance.
my mom didn't gimme my allowance yesterday
so, i've gotta ask it from my dad today.
and i would like to change my lesson time to 5-5.30pm
because my parents don't know, i will have to skip class sometimes.

tomoro, i hope amirah could fetch me home from yue jen's party.
when extra class ends, 1.20 pm.
i reach home, 1.40pm
finish mandi, 2.10pm
i'll tell my mom the class starts at 2.30 tomoro cos the teacher has something to do. and got replacement for the weeks before
when i reach the music centre, i will tell my teacher my plan. just in case my mom calls, say that i'm learning guitar or i'm out at church already.
and skip the class.
then i take a taxi to yue jen's house, bring efficient money to buy a pepper spray and to pay the taxi.
i always reach home at 10 like that if i go to church.
hehe :D
i hope it really works la.

i don't understand why do parents not let us go to a friend's party because we got bad results.
its not as if not letting us attend helps or will pull our exam results down..?!

oh shit!!
now guess what?!
my mom just said that all guitar lesson cancel it.
it won't make a difference anyway if i continue to go for the whole month.
so that means tomoro she won't be sending me to guitar class.
and she said that she shouldn't please me anymore. she should please herself
that means tomoro when she drop me off at school, i can just tell her no need come fetch me,
and i follow yue jen to her house.
then amirah fetch me home
not using my mom as transport! good.
what if she doesn't let..?
OHHHH MYYY GODDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'LL BLOG ABOUT IT LATER

and now,
today was report card day.
good. my mom didn't appear.
bad. lyn xie can't go to yue jen's party anymore.
fahmi was the assistant for my class.
it was scary
meiyan said that just by him looking at you is alreadt like he's raping you.
hhaaha
he look at ppl's mom's body like noding type.
eeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
and corinne wear shorts to school just now la.
we pass by fahmi
corinne go use me as block. :D

eu yan sang
me ma sang
zha pi sang
seing yee sang
hehe

i saw her name at my followers

i got not much to blog already
i just wanna go yue jen's party.
DD:
bu-bye

haha.
i'm listening to a korean song named love is fire.
i didn't notice they were singing the word 'love is fire'
it sounds like 'love expire'
XD

:)wen.

AWWSH-- i have no idea what to do...

i can go to yue jen's party
but i have to cancel guitar class and i don't think i can go to church..
well if i have any transport home from yue jen's house..

i'm not done with my geo folio..
it's so messy..
need daerah map ryte?
its raining!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't go out print!!!!!

tomoro is report card day.
its also the day i can install maple.
i have no idea if my mom will scold me.
she was laughing so scarily just now and then sighed..
i dunno..
should i be happy?

i gave yue jen a sponge bob bank.
i told my tuition teacher and she was like how old is you guys??
me: 15.
t: so old already still want sponge bob meh??
me: we love sponge bob!!!
and i started singing

who lives in the pineapple under the sea?
SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANT!!

then i dunno already.
teacher, this is why i stopped there.

oh yeah.. for those who are in my class, you guys should know i was doing the correction for my tuition today ryte??
it was so neat!! i loved it
and now, not anymore

guess why?!
my tuition teacher RUINED it!!!!
wehhhhhehehehehhhh TT^TT
she conteng more things with red!!!!!
RED!!!!
it wasn't suppose to be that way..

!!!ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
grace and yk broke up yesterday

i just knew it today. hehe
i'm slow.
but they are going to be back together i think..
they still looked close today..
they were once so sweeeett..
sad weyh.

and damn the school
RM50 from every student just for those seminars!
they earn so much edi the money all go where?!
summo form 3 fees more expensive wan.
no paid edi wan meh?

today when r&e,
nicholas was very lonely
hahaha.. he usually hang out with shauqi they all wan wat
agama, so they are not there
nicholas can't go cos he didn't sunat.
he was singing the climb in class
HE IS TONE DEAF!!!
kesian 3 cekap!
have to hear him sing everyday.
except when he didn't come la.. :D

today during sejarah, pn annisaa call the ppl who didn't pass up nota to stand
i wasn't one of them!! hee
got some people la..
then dunno why annissa suddenly call aimran come up to teach
he went out and imitate annisa.
IT WAS DAMN FUNNY!!
damn alike weyh.
got one part:
dah faham eh?
sekarang, buat nota.
oh! sebelum itu, kerja khusus!
siapa yang belum hantar tolong hantar.

then i forgot. got many part..
but he teach not as pro as a teacher la..
he just read out everything from the textbook.
i just noticed that i was blogging very fast.
heheh
my right shoulder damn pain la..
CHACHACHA!!! DUM DE RUM DUM DUM!!!
i dunno..i'm bored.

oh yeah!! today lucnh, i ate the canteen's chicken chop
or should i say nugget.
its so ewwww.
they taste like nuggets. dont believe go try yourself.
the fries sucks. they have corn beside the chicken aka nugget.
i dunno why.
the salad is gross. we didn't eat it la.
and guess how much it cost, RM 8!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RM 8.00!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg.. now i will appreciate chicken chops that really taste like chicken chop!
then got detention people come..
i was so geram i was mixing every thing left.
the salad + corn + chicken chop sause= disgusting
then the detention people today was those that make until their plate very disgusting and expect ppl to take it.
today, REVENGE TIME!!
i put the mixed sauce until the side side of the plate so that it harder the take the plate.
i didn't see how so take but i was funny.
i was just spreading the sauce the the side of the plate,
yue jen know what exactly i was trying to do edi
she was laughing madly. me too.
hahahahaaa

right now, its still raining.
i still can't go out to print the maps.
if i really can't print, i will have to ask someone.
dear my friends, BEWARE!

oh yeah! just remembered.
lyn xie last time named ken min flamin
i dunno why. theres something to do with flamingo.
then we were making fun out of it
and yue jen was like:
when ken min running ppl will shout "ken min go! ken min go!"
if his name was flamin, it will be like
" flamin go! flamin go!"
we were all laughing like mad!
i'm laughing now too.
in the middle of my house's quiteness..

i got nothing to post edi i think..
then i better go add songs to my mixpod..
i lazy go make another chatbox la..
'sigh'
bu-bye

:) wen.

i so long didn't blog ryte??

i think this is the longest malas to post i've ever malas-ed.
i'm so happy in school now.
i don't feel like i'm the odd one without friends in class now.
now i ask people things they answer without ejek-ing. :D
shauqi flirted with jaime in mandarin yesterday.
it was HILARIOUS!!
damn pro la he!
s: can i have a raisin
j: no/i don't have a raisin [i think, forgot]
s: then can i have a date?

understand??
the bigger version of a raisin that usually people give for chinese new year present..
if no, nvm.
i finished my sej folio today!!
such a relief..phew
but i did my element 3 wrongly. i forgot to bold the points.
weng tung call me tear it out.
if i tear it out lagi worse la.
no element 3!!

i told my mom the truth yesterday while crying
damn sad ryte?? heheh
she was just continue cooking
AKA ignoring me

i wanna play back maple but natasha stop me
she say its gonna bring down my studies
yes, true. but what if i only play when i'm really really bored??
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease, natasha?
lyn x forgot maple. hahaa

i have to finish my geo folio today.
and my komsas shit
and tuition shit.
argh/awwsh

there are so many things happening tomorrow
as you guys know, YUE JEN'S BIRTHDAY aka heechul's birthday [i think]
i have to pass up komsas shit, tuition shit, and geo folio.

[[[[[[[[[keep this away from grace!!!]]]]]]]]
kesian grace today la..
she wants to eat lunch but no one teman her.
yun ken can't sit with her i nthe canteen wat now
cos her parents know that she is couple-ing edi.
there are some dunno who people that told her mom.
her parents put a spy on her.
now, she can't go out anymore.. haiz.. kesian.
kesian me oso la. i oso think i can't go out edi :(
oh ya.. back to subject
she asked me in class where am i going..
i said i'm going to eat at the canteen
then she asked who am i sitting with..
i said yue jen they all la as usual.
then she said nvm.
i asked why? la ofc
sad: she have no friends..
so sad......:(

i tied up my hair at home yesterday
so today my hair cacat.
now my fringe lagi cacat
2 rainbows!
i feel as if my hair's longer already!
i have to sell car stickers today.
20!!
i sold 5 ONLY
i have a kisah yang sad about this.
biu biu biu biu biu
and during moral got some global warming video
i like it.. it makes sense to me that i have to do at least a little to save earth
but a lot of people at talking and sleeping and laughing
after they die go blame blame accuse accuse
very bu shuang this people

why must sheng yee be this bad to corinne??
got money very big meh?!
sad la..
i also very bu shuang many people abt this..
corinne was crying.
as a friend, should pujuk ryte?
they not only didn't pujuk, overreact summo.
if you wanna know who, don't ask me.

i wanna go church!!!!!
i miss my brothers and sisters there...:D haha

OH YEAH! REMINDERS TO ALL!!
WHOEVER WANNA BUY ST. JOHN CAR STICKERS, FIND ME!!
WONG SOU MUN, 3 CEKAP!!
BUY ONE FREE ONE!! RM 4.
WANNA BUY ONE ONLY OSO CAN
DISCOUNT OFFER: RM 2 ONLY.
i still got 15 more to go..
i wanna skip class go primary sell la..

GTG NOW.
tuition in 10 minutes..
bu-bye

wen :)