hey, soul sister.

roses are red,

violets are blue,

AVADA KEDAVRA,

i love you.

i love you.

mood: 

trust God.

Look back and thank God. 

Look forward and trust God.

Look around and serve God.

Look within and find God.

i found this amazing Christian book which has inspired me so much. it was totally amazing when you read it, it makes you feel God, makes you feel that He's there. it's just amazing. well, last night, i went for a basketball game with my church friends and it was amazing. i got a whole lot damn better. i was late because i went for my family dinner so i only played 2 games. it was an indoor court so it was rather small, but i shot at least 1 or 2 goals per game. not bad right? :D i'm really looking forward to the next game, since i got so much better. i think they're going to play during camp but even if they're not, i bet we're gonna have so much fun. i'm so excited. christmas is getting nearer and nearer and i'm even more excited for that! it's like the best time of the year! i think i'm involved in the play for the children christmas night thingy, playing myself. i didn't know what peter meant but he said i was gonna play me. so yeah. i'm starting work tomorrow so i'd better hit the sack now, so, nitey-nite, don't let the bed bugs bite ;)

mood:

you know what?

i found out a lot of things today. not actually a lot, but yeah, i found out something today. i checked my stats for my blog just now because i noticed that the last time i saw the counter thingy, it was 1603, i accidentally saw it again just now and it was like 1800. i was lilke 2 days and 200 views? nowayman. when did i get that popular? hahahaha :D i checked my stats and yesterday, my blog was viewed 96 times, then it was viewed 106 times, today, it was viewed 66 times. wow. seriously wow. oh!oh! and you know my post about how cool and handsome Daniel Padilla is? that post was viewed 494 times. my blog is like famous. but there's one thing i don't quite understand, since my blog was viewed so many times a day, my followers list never seems to add itself. well, maybe they just read for fun lah. or maybe someone just keep refreshing when they get to my blog. hahahahhahaaha LOL. oh well then.

i went back to my first few posts in this blog to read, it was really really REALLY old. i kindof forgot how i used to blog last time so yeah. i was colourful. hehehehe :P seriously, COLOURFUL. but ohwell, i'm not actually in the mood to be in a good mood right now. i'm really scared. yesterday, when i was asked if i want to go to church [ofcourse i do] i went and told my mom that i might be going to church later but i won't go if my homework is not done, well, she asnwered me, go so many times for what? since you won't be going anymore anyway. that feeling was like being stabbed from behind, not like i have felt the feeling of being stabbed. and this morning, i was suppose to follow my mom to see my aunt. well, i'm going out with my mom so, obviously, i'll think that she's gonna wake me up. so i didn't set an alarm. i woke up, she's not in her room, so i thought she went for a walk cause she usually brings ah miiu along when she goes out. then at 10:00am she came home and said that i didn't even wake up and she've done so many things already and i sekarang baru wake up. and she said, if it was some church activity, i would've set an alarm to wake myself and get ready. that seriously doesn't make sense. you are my mom. i thought you could have woke me up. going to church is different. i carpool. so of course i would get ready and wait for them. it's good enough for them to be okay to fetch me.

she just makes me so sad. it's like she don't care about me at all. well, of course i know she cares about me but it seems to me that she doesn't care if i'm happy. to me, it's like she doesn't want me to be happy at all. well, all i can do now is, pray and wait for God :) there's no point fighting with her anymore. she doesn't listen anyway. now, i shall think of what makes me feel happy. i'm going to ou tomorrow, isn't that happy? although i'm taking a cab to church :( but that's alright. i'm going to church, that's the point. but i can't help thinking that it would be my last few times to be at church, feeling satisfied. i can't actually imagine it or believe it. i'll miss those monkeys. but most of all, i miss spending time with those people who loves God too ;) my mom is starting the heart to heart fight thing again. we don't have to talk to each other, but we're fighting in the inside. eye contact, everything, it's like war at home. but the good thing is, i'm starting work on this coming Monday, so yes, i feel so lucky. get to spend more time with my church friends although we couldn't talk. i'll definitely miss the fun times i had in the house of God. so here's a little prayer,

Dear God, Father Almighty, i know you are listening,

although i'm actually just typing but i'm praying from inside my heart,

and i know you can hear me. Lord, i feel lost right now,

like i'm in a maze i'm not familiar to. i don't know what to do.

i definitely believe in you, God, and in your miracles.

your Histories in the Bible has never failed to amaze me,

how you heal, how you save, how you care but most of all,

how you love. all these years that i've lived, God has blessed me well.

you have put me in a good family, a good place.

i have never suffered or starved.

this little prayer, is not like the other ones i've prayed before,

this is to thank you my Lord,

thank you for giving me a life to live,

thank you for putting me here,

thank you for always being there for me,

thank you for taking my sin away,

thank you for your forgiveness,

thank you for letting me know you,

thank you for blessing me,

thank you for listening to my prayers,

thank you for your

love

you are my Lord and you will always be,

thank your listening to my prayer,

in Jesus' name i pray

amen.

mood: 

i believe in God.

far far away.

sometimes, things don't go the way you think they would. more things wouldn't go the way you want them to. sometimes, things that you never have thought would happen happens. things you thought that are impossible just becomes possible. you would want things you never thought you wanted. like what tiny tower always say in their bitbook, when life gets perfect, you're in the wrong lane [or something like that]. nothing in the world is perfect but that doesn't mean that we don;t have to put effort in anything anymore. i somehow have to believe that things can be perfect somehow, they might not be in others' eyes, but as long as you think it is, it is. there is someone i know who's perfect.

GOD

she read me the note he left on her bed

snucked in her room right after she left

and put petals on the ground

her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall

that left me to wonder

will i ever fall in love and where is he now

she's with him, i'm in the back seat

know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing

i'll never be where they are

♥

mood: 

momma please.

when i was younger, i took ballet lessons. i used to be a ballerina. well, i kinda wanna take the lessons again but that's not the point. i used to perform ballet on stage twice a year. i took the lessons for 3 years. then i had to stop it because my mother thought i would be tired from school. for the first time i performed, it was in a big group. it was a total disaster. fake smoke came out of no where. well, that is not the point either. my first ballet performance, i was out at the back because i was one of the tallest in the ballet class. i had my spotlight too of course and i was just a kid, i didn't think much. that time i was only 4. after the first performance, i had my solo performance, my teacher said i was one of the best in class. after the whole performance, my mom said that i must be one of the worst and that must be why i was put at the back and my solo was the most horrible one of all. imagine that. i was only 4, how am i suppose to understand that? i listened to my mom bring me down everytime i do something. everytime. everything.

when i said everything, i wasn't kidding. i learnt piano, too. up to grade 4. stopped because i couldn't find a good teacher. i have some bad err..things i do when i was learning piano. i don't like to practice songs that i don't think is nice. but my teacher knows me well so she chooses the nice songs for me to practice. for the exam pieces, i have no choice. everytime i practice, at home, even though i know that it is perfect, my mom would say something like, it's too slow or it's too fast or maybe wouldn't say anything. when my niece come to my house and play some random kid song, she'll say that it's so friggin' nice and i didn't play until that nice when i was that age. when i ask her if the songs i played were ever nice, she'll say it's not and my niece's one is nicer. my cousin is so compatative, she always compare me to her daughter in front of my mom. and such a show off. not that i think that she is better, of course i know that i'm better, that's obvious, just that's what my mom thinks, i'm always the stupidest and the worst in her head.

kindof the same things happen again and again.

same goes for my guitar dream.

and now, this week, it's my exam results. so far, i've gotten 2 Cs already, bad enough, i bet my mom is gonna be angry. but i really hope that it doesn't have anything to do with fellowship. i wanna attend fellowship. i allow myself to skip a few weeks when there's exam and i do not allow myself to skip it for the whole year. it feels like i'm loosing a whole part of myself. i'm not angry for failing add maths, i'm not angry that i'm stupid, i'm kindof angry that wendy cheats and beat me, but i'm scared. i'm scared that my mom will be furious at my results. i'm scared that she will call me stupid again, brainless, useless. i'm scared that she thinks that church is the thing that is making me get these bad results. this whole year, i've been trying to prove her wrong, but again and again, she leaves me speechless. sometimes i just start to think if i'm even her child. why does she have to be so mean to me? some people says she cares too much, over protective. fine, then why does she have to be mean? why does she have to make me feel like i'm worthless, like i can't do anything right? why do i have to live my life to impress her? since i was 5, i've been trying to impress my mom, only my teachers complimented me, my mom never complimented me. i'm exhausted. i need a break from all thing. 11 years of trying to impres someone that will never be impressed. i'm surprised that i had the will to live this long. LOL, just kidding, i've never thought of dying. that's stupid. i have a life to live for.

mood: 

11.11.11

do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

you can take everything i have, you can break everything i am,

like i'm made of glass, like i'm made of paper,

go on and try to tear me down, i will be rising from the ground,

like a skyscraper, like a

skyscraper

4 Arts 1 had the most awesome class party ever just now. we went to TGI FRIDAY'S to have lunch. phin shang, zhong herng and jia huei celebrated their birthday early there. it was like how En. Harri celebrate theirs. they have to stand on chairs. it was quite scary when zhong herng had to stand on the chair. oh! oh! and you know what? at TGI there, there's a man that looked like En. Harri, too! what a coincidence! then they had to use chilli sauce bottles as some microphone and they had to give a thank you speech and then they had to song a song together. they sang the school song. hahahahahha. that's not funny enough, k? they had to get a best friend up to hold a cup filled with cream and a tiny little cherry under all that cream. they had to use their mouth to dig the cream and eat the cherry. they all end up having cream mustache/moustache (aihh, forgot how to spell that word. i think it's mustache) 

after lunch, we all decided to go for karaoke. it was so friggin' yeng weyh. there were like 17 people going into RedBox and we got the biggest room they had. their biggest room wasn't very big. it was very cheap. 17 bucks per person and with like how many jugs of beverage and how many plates of food, damn there's one that's nice. too bad i only had like 1 bite of it. first, we all sing until damn bersemangat. i was so scared when they asked me to sing LOL then sudah ok.. after like 3 hours we all got tired. skipped every song. then everyone went home, not everyone la. almost everyone. i went to daiso to buy felt and everyone was like what is that? see! you buy for what?

i was suppose to go home at 6.30 but you what? i went home at 8 something. guess why? you will never be able to guess unless i told you. i told my mom i'm going to ou then to curve. i told her a few times. so i assume she knows. duh, if you told someone something a few times, you will assume they already know right? then she fetch me at ou. my phone was running out of credit. i was so scared of my mom. well, you know la, she's kinda scary. and i cried a bit when i thought of how i lived my life being worried and afraid of my mom. ahem, then, i texted yuejen to help me call my mom to tell her i'm at curve, just in case she doesn't know, cos she fetch me to ou just now. then she was angry like hell and shouted like, you go back yourself la, settle yourself, i don't care, i'm not fetching you! i'm going home! you go follow you friends la! and i was like, there is no one i can follow la, they all go home already. then she hung up. 

then i called jeff, well, he is still at curve, asked him if he can send me back, he said he will be staying at curve for a drink until after 12. wendy herself also have transport problem. weilun can't fetch. shaun is..idk, going for midnight gym. and when i thought i was alone, i was sitting on those white thing with trees calling my mom. they passed by and headed for cotton on. so i thought maybe i shall just go somewhere and eat so that i don't run into them and look like some loner. so i went to tutti frutti. after a while, i noticed a gang of like 4 people coming to eat at the table beside me. LOL, it's them. they keep following me. i sat there for like 10 minutes and they didn't notice me. hahahah, i called my cousin then i found transport. my cousin gave me a few words cos he believed what my mom said. 

oh!oh! it's 11.11.11 11:11pm! make a wish? i don't think it works but oh well. i wish that my mom won't give me the face tomorrow. done.

my mom said that i didn't tell her i went to curve. i told her a few times already la. it's either she forgot or she didn't hear. sheeeesh. she don't angry nowadays la, my auntie banyak problem wan la. but who cares now, i am having some problems now. then we talked and talked at tutti frutti, talked about driving, well, seems like they all drive before except for me, damn. then weilun and wendy left. and shaun jeff and i chat for like 20 minutes and my cousin came, thank God, cause we were running out of topic. hahahah. then my cousin listened to my version of the story. well, duh, of course i am right. but my mom will never lose wan lah, if she lose, she will make me suffer. then i came home, continue sewing. i have to finish angela's one by tomorrow, so i will not be able to help with the christmas decorations in church ;/

so it all comes to tomorrow now, i wanna go to ou weyh, so many things to buy. skin food. top shop. cotton on. and i shall check out some new stores. this is so friggin long cos it was a friggin long day. and many things happened. 11.11.11 was suppose to be a special day, well it's kinda special. 4 Arts 1 class party at TGI FRIDAY'S on a friday and my mom left me at curve. special isn't it? i hope 12.11.11 is a better day :) i can't wait to see rachel again, i wanna listen to her english!! :D

mood:           

pening kepala.

my momma is angry at me cause next saturday, my mom wants me to follow her to some baby full moon dinner thing but i don't feel like following. well, as you all know, i didn't go to church for like a month already and this coming saturday will be my day to go back to church and it's gonna be Eve's night. i'm so looking forward to it and my mom tells me that i will be going to the dinner with her. then i said i have church and she got all angry and say, next time we all go our own way blah blah blah, and i don't have to follow her anywhere anymore which is not a good thing cos she is angry. she will be angry at me forever. then she told me there will be another wedding dinner on the 22nd of November so i checked if it's a saturday on my phone. well, it's normal to check what day is it what. then, she scolded me about how people nowadays don't even care about going to other's dinner even invited and i was like i will go la, sheeesh. then she kept on going on about how i don't respect other people. so now i must make my choice. make momma happy and i will see photos of eve's night sadly, or make myself happy and let momma think that i mementingkan church so much that she dislikes church. this is dangerous. D:

the next thing is that i am thinking of changing my blog link but i can't think of a good one. this dream in the clouds thing is too long. i'm getting so annoyed to type it everytime i use another computer or give the link to someone. i thought of putting it as kiatelestrem.bs.com but it'll be so weird that the blog title and the link is the same. and kiatelestrem is a word that doesn't exist and it is hard to spell. or i change it to catpoop.bs.com la :D or dogpoop? lolololol. oh come on, gimme some ideas. i am currently starving  now and my dad is watching some food show, making me even more hungry. had accounts tuition with encik harri 3 days in a row. learnt a few things, only remember a couple of them. tomorrow's my accounts exam. wish me luck :)

mood:

amazing.

this is really good. i really like it :)

mood:

∞

i just realised that my blog's layout is quite yeng. reminds me of infinity and macam ada sikit 3D effect. hehehe :B

i'm now starting my one week break from exams and yes, i get to sleep. haven't been getting enough sleep for the pass few days because of those subjects that i need to study to get good results so that my mom won't slaughter me and subjects that are most probably gonna help me in the future. after about one year of studying add maths, i am still waiting for someone to tell me how can add maths help me in the future.. halfway during your business meeting, your client asks you to find dy over dx or find function x or maybe the radient of the sector of the circle. i don't know. well, unless you want to be some engineer or some maths explorer. but if i wanna be those things, what am i doing in the art stream. i don't get it. someone please explain. no wait, nevermind. i need a break from all this things for now. after this break finish, accounts and add maths are going to attack me. then i'm going to attack my post exam week, week, singular. then my report card will attack me, then my mom will attack me, then my dad will attack me, and i menghadapi zaman gelap D: then i will enjoy church for the last few times, and christmas will come and new year comes and SPM, here i come.

 *sigh*

cause i still believe in destiny that you and i are meant to be

and i wish on the stars as they fall from above

cause i still believe, believe in love

♥

♔

you make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed,

sing like a bird, dizzy in my head,

spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night,

you make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe,

shine like a gold, buzz like a bee,

just the thought of you can drive me wild,

oh, you make me smile.

J

mood: 

eye to eye.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

this is not a .gif

mood: 

india. china. islam. goodness.

i am sure i won't be able to remember those names, especially the indian and the khalifah names. the chinese ones are easier cos my dad is obssessed with chinese history and he always watch those history shows and i watch it with him so i know some things, not some la, a few, very little. my life is so hard. there are so many things i wished i could tell my dad but i couldn't cos when i do, my dad would complain to my mom for me and then i will get scolded when he goes to work, so what's the point? but there are just some things that my mom will never understand. even i don't understand. but i just hate it so much. it's about my auntie sleeping on my bed. sounds very stupid right? no, it is not stupid  at all. i am very angry already. it's a bit too much for me to handle. i just wished i was a little more like God but i'm just not! awwsh!

 first, she get extremely sick, stays at the hospital, makes me go to hospital with my auntie at 5pm every saturday and sunday,, i don't mind cos it makes my mom happy and it has nothing to do with me, i just go there. then, she comes back, stays at her own house, okaylah, i thought. seriously, i thought. but no, she comes to my house every single day and my mom or auntie have to fetch her to do her dialysis 3 times a week and my mom have to cook for her everyday. have to buy some extremely expensive kuali and oil and salt and bihun andmany more stuff. she already use a lot of money and they are all my family's money like what? that, okay fine, i tahan. then she sleeps on the couch like 24/7 when she is suppose to do some exercise. when my mom comes down or comes back only she faster put her hands up and pretend to exercise. i cannot tahan her laziness at all.

sleep on the couch i don't care la, take over the couch la, but no, she goes upstairs and sleeps on my bed, i hate it when people sleeps on my bed, if they're my friends, i don't mind, my mom, i don't mind, my this godmother auntie also nvm, cos i'm close with them and i see them everyday but her, i'm not even close with her and i get very very irritated by her lame jokes. and now she's sleeping on my bed and i'm so angry, my mom is pissed at me being angry and i can't tell my dad about it, erghgh, no one understands what i feel. they just keep saying, she's not sick la, she;s your auntie la, nevermind what. no, it's not nevermind, it's me. i'm born this way. i don't even like it if some of my cousins sleep on my bed, some nevermind, cos he's my kaigor. well, i only let 1 of my cousins sleep la actually. now, i'm gonna go check if she's still sleeping on my bed. ERHGHGHGHSSHEESHDSHEHSFDKSDGUHOSRVH;ETNOYHUB O;W4VI5UO

mood: 

books. exam. books.

well, exam fever's up. not like an exam fever where you drown in your books and history but i'm literally having fever, all the time. not really high temperature but i get headache like once a day. i'm watching glee now to release little stress and sleeping early. like now. wish me luck in my exam next week, good night :)

mood: 

meh-heh.

i'm extremely bored right now. well, not exactly bored but just very D: cos i'm not done with my accounts folio yet and i am kinda stuck a little la, actually i'm not stuck at all, i'm just very lazy and D: to go finish it. exam's in a week and i don't have much time. and my mom banned me from going to church for 4 week aand this is just the 1st week. what am i to do? i should study really hardly and get the best results i have every gotten. sound so impossible. LOL now, to let myself feel a little better [i think] i shall share some stuff that have been stuck in my downloads for a few months now.

this is my church fellowship's logo. ahh, so proud :)

this is my school's logo. as proud :)

this is from tumblr. it's so cute i had to save it :B

this is from tumblr too. it's friggin' cute!

this is also very pretty, reminds me of the you belong with me music video but prettier :}

now, i have to go finish up my accounts folio :)

mood: 

DANIEL PADILLA ♥

so good looking can die. he's a filipino. there's an award thing going on now and people are suppose to vote for their favourite artist. so he was nominated for the Pop Cutie. go vote for him, just click daniel padilla, vote, return to this poll, daniel padilla and vote some more. until the computer stops you. please, he's almost there, like seriously, almost. 

GO VOTE FOR DANIEL PADILLA @ http://asap.abs-cbn.com/poll.html#pd_a_5552351

THANKS ;)

mood: 

*yawn*

i'm extremely tired right now, i don't have much to do right now cos i don't really know what to do. i have decided to finish it during the weekends and pass up on monday. people said that encik harri will minus 4 marks, well, better than nothing. i slept at 2 last night and today i'll be sleeping late summor. tomorrow, when i come home from school i'll have tuition until 5, so stress. come home, need to finish all this crap stuff and study sejarah. argg, my sejarah is so suck. Y U NO get 100 marks like shi lin leh? oh wellzzzz

yawn.. my mom don't let me go to church for the whole october so how? can't go loh, been to fellowship for 2 years and i've never been to their election for even once. i'll probably be skipping the election next year and i will be enjoying my KMIF election for the first time and also the last. i hope that God is actually giving me time since i have always prayed for more. i shall make use of all this extra time to study. go study sejarah kao kao. shaun just started to study sejarah, jaime too. suit yee shauqi and kar yan study long time already la. suit yee's book is like highlighter everywhere, shauqi just needs to glance through, karyan is making her own notes. WTH man?! i'm s=trying to study here but nothing seems to stay in my head.

well, i'm currently waiting for jaime's tuition teacher to send her the files. the teacher's phone is off. CURSES. now i don't even know if i can copy other folios, if jaime's one got, then got lah, if no, i do myself and pass up on monday lah, sheeeesh, friggin' tired. i miss taiwan weyh, like seriously. my eyes can barely open right now. next year is coming soon, idk if i can go to fellowship but i think i can, in a way, i just think so. well, wish me the best of all blessing :)

mood:

time flies like a G6

damn, time flies. i was just thinking of finishing christina's present but it's so small and weird idk if i should give her that or not. or maybe i should just wait for yue jen to come over tomorrow to see what i can doo, i'm super lazy now. it's 2 am already. should i sleep now. yesterday, i started to feel kinda dreamy.. until today still, my brain is like 24/7 rotating. i thought of making a private blog only for me and my best friends to read but it's kinda time wasting so yeah.. i can't wait until i finish SPM la. most probably gonna go travel with my friends and get my license and do so much stuff! :D well, i just gotta wait. i have to start studying la weyh! shesssh, i told myself that many times already but i'm just not studying. aiiyaiayaiayi. i haven't even got started with my accounts folio yet. well, started already la.. but just a bit. the basics. i never feel independent la. i'm so lazy D: i wanna ban myself from all these but i can't. not because my hand gatal but i need to contact people. i guess i should do it the old way. i shall lock myself out of the house. meh-heh. now you can't run anymore soumun ;P haih..can't register pottermore till mid october, gonna check on it everyday.

mood:

who do you think you are?

running around leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you're gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don't come back for me
who do you think you are?

this song is so nice :) today is a special day :) a day to remember, i guess. today is my wife, jaime lin yu-leng's birthday :) and i had time to blog today. meh-heh, you losers. hahahahaha. just kidding, don't be like zhang yuan, very fast angry wan. hahah, just kidding. i'm in a super good mood now cos i haven't had any free time in weeks! well, i'm not actually suppose to free now, i still have accounts folio waiting but i'm still letting it wait. i also have a keychain to finish for my friend, and another one is waiting up, i wanna paint too! but i got no time, so what to do? D:

i just listened to a justin bieber song on radio and i'm having bieber fever all over again :D now, some..i forgot what i was gonna say, well, i'll just go on. this saturday is the starting of october. pottermore is opened to all in october, i shall go check it out, gonna stay up until late at night to check out pottermore, meh-heh :B i just watched to video of J.K.Rowling talking about pottermore and it is, indeed, very cool. full of yeng-ness. i just said the same old thing on skype to yuejen & co.

oh yaaahh!! today is JAIME's birthday horr??? :D almost forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY ICE CREAM CAKE TO YOU

OOH OOH YEAH YEAH

BASKIN ROBINS 31

mood: 

annoyance

no such thing. but still, it's obvious. i'm annoyed. today wasn't very kind to me. i was pushed around and was scolded. i got scolded because my mom fetched me late. like it's my fault they forgot about me and went shopping at ou happily. and now that my auntie's sick, she and her son is always there. so she was late and i have tuition at 2 until about 5. so my mom fetch me at like 1+, so when i got home i had to get ready for tuition already. i'm going to be extremely tired so of course i wouldn't like that my mom was late. and she scolded me for not liking it. being a student nowadays is not an easy job.

i came back from tuition, extremely tired as expected and i planned to made the keychains, but nope, i decided to blog. i'm just starting with one of them but the eyes are different size already, idk what to do D: i should go to bed now since i have some very important party to attend tomorrow. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LYN XIE :)

mood: 

day one

oh boy, i slept at like 2 this morning and my mom woke me up at like 9 this morning to make me clean up my book shelf. goodness. i found some long lost things. i found my old dairy, it was filled with crap. hahahaha, everyday same thing. and my english was a bit broken, i was 8 back then. and i buy stuff everyday. LOL, and i spelled shaun as shyon. i have no idea why. saw some old photos, i miss my uncle :'(  i literally wasted my whole day unless i want to do something later. my something isn't much, either painting, craft work, or potter. i wouldn't choose painting. it's fun but i'm too lazy to clean up.

i would probably choose to read potter i guess  :) cause i wanna wait for my friends to reply so i can call them. they're at camp!! D: i'm so jealous. i'm like so lonely here. and digi have no network connection there. i'm going to go out with lynxie and jaime tomorrow. i need to go to crafts heaven. and the fun tat chan guy just put the pictures of taiwan on fb. they were so D: well, i shall go wait for their reply now. i was like so happy when yuan shuang called me. i heard their voices and i was like :D i could've heard longer but i was having tuition  =oo=

my phone vibrated just now, i was so excited! then i saw it was yue jen, i was like oh. hahahahaha, i was thinking yuan shuang. sorry la, yuejen, i was excited too :B

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