nothing great ever came that easy

i always got to do most of the things i wanted. well, except for this camp. i was really greatful when like a few weeks before the camp, i didn't have to urge to go at all. i thought that i wouldn't feel anything for this camp. as i said, i thought. yesterday was the first day of camp. i was quite sad when i heard that all their phone will be confiscated. i called qian yong last night and i heard happy noises over the phone. i was really happy and sad at the same time. that feeling. i wanted to join them. forget about this whole world and go there to escape the world for a while. but i know that is not possible. it's impossibruu. they were playing ping pong. i can just picture the joy.

how nice would it be if life is not about problems? how nice would it be if life would just be soft, easy, fun and entertaining? many people say that. it's true. it would be nice, sometimes. ooooo, sometimes. [lol, this song is everywhere] try to picture a life with no problems at all. a life with no risk to take. a safe life that would also lead to no excitement. zero creativity probably. and paris hiltons everywhere. this kind of life? i don't want it. it's boring. this world would just be some sakai world with no hope. this dull little world with no colours. it wouldn't be perfect. it'll be boring. boredom will rule Earth. sometimes, problems are the things that makes our lives a little more interesting. giving us stress and finally succeeding. like trying to solve an extreme add maths question and finally got the right answer, that feeling. priceless. some problems give you pain, there might not be that little something that's going to give you 'that feeling' in the end but that's when we will learn to appreciate things we see now. if you know what i mean.

survive today

&

tomorrow will be better

survive tomorrow

&

the day after will be even better

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly

i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky

and i'll make a wish, take a chance

make a change and breakaway

out of the darkness and into the sun

but i won't forget all the ones that i loved

i'll take a risk, take a chance

make a change and

breakaway

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